dimanche 27 juin 2010

Knots of love

When you feel deep inside of you the strong appealing towards something, chances are you are meant to do/try that. And chances are strong that you are meant for that and you will succeed gracefully.

Tonight, i had my first experience of bondage. First time tied up, first time tying up someone. And it was amazing.

I should say at first i felt a little anxiety. Being caught and couldn't move. But i was with a lot of people and then i felt secure. It gave me the same feeling of wearing a corset and i love that feeling. That wasn't tight as it can be in a real session, but still, i had that great feeling of being hugged tightly.

Then when it was my turn to tied up my partner, i felt so happy and amazed by my facility to do it good. Since I'm a visual learner, it helped me a lot. Even if it wasn't perfect, I've understood the basic. And i was glad!

Then i had the chance to watch a professional women in Shibari style. Seeing her with her girlfriend was amazing. The bond between the both women was incredible. I felt the sensuality, the deep trust between these two women. What an amazing view!...

I want to experiment that. I want to let go in the hands of a professional and caring person. I know it will release something inside me.

When i went outside to go back home, I was in bliss.


samedi 19 juin 2010

Bruises

Rush minute-Massive Attack

I love bruises. To do it on somebody else and to let the chance of a close one to make some on me too. But only a person i choose carefully ;). I do love pain. but i love giving it more to someone else (or on myself... yes yes, on me!). But still, a good spanking session before having sex hmmmm and then some more spanking on my ass while the guy is ramming in me in doggy style... that-is-lovely.

I enjoy hard sex, what can i say? Is that wrong? Does that make me insane?
Well if yes, fuck it, i love it! Intense sensation make me feel sooo alive. Although i can appreciate soft caress too when i'm in that mood. But seriously, in the bed, to have big and crazy orgasm, what do we need, us kinky people? (even those who aren't kinky..)? Hard, Strong and Powerful caress (in my lovely pussy). Pushing my borders till I can go deeper than I could at first. Flirting with my limitations. It's like playing the seduction game. You give, you take, you play, you let the other one play. Dancing with our borderlines. It's a dance yes. And i love to dance.

So lets dance!